Most of the time we spend circling in the latter. Kind of mulling over the fact that some things never turn out right or go as they ought to or that we have to tough it through… when actually we have not used the most important resource given to us - our own cocreative power to define and Ask for what we truly want. Sometimes spirit wants a stronger will from us to break through.
We create stories that carve our lives. Repeating “not happening” thinking keeps us hovering in homeostasis. We buy into myths. Something inside of us invested in the idea that life cannot get better than this. “They were just born lucky" thinking tends to manifest in more of that. And with that, we stunt ourselves from experiencing the beauty of life and appreciating all we can be and more. Because of this temporary blindness, we cannot see the path through. Listen to these fears, not stifle them with repetitive habits that keep us in the cycle of miscreation. Understand them and then let them go. Fear energy can be released and transformed into cocreative energy.
When fear strikes, soul searching is necessary. Undo the building blocks of your fortress that lead you in circles in your mind. It takes will and courage to break through those walls because you are the wall and to transcend this energy you must step out of yourself to see yourself objectively.
We can look at fear in the eye and continue to listen with compassion as we truly see and hear where it comes from. An unfulfilled goal to be something that takes you further away from your purpose. An adeptly coverted fear of being embarrassed. A fear of speaking up. By navigating our fears we uncover our truth. Who we are is not who is in fear, who we thought all along. We may not be the confident and courageous soul who can take on any kind of feat, but we can unravel those stories when embraced in the safety of a listening ear. When we breathe light into these neglected and unappreciated parts of ourselves, we change them without having to change our circumstances. We change from within. This changes the bone structure that life energy builds itself around.
What you give to others, you first offer to yourself. If you need clarity, sort out the content in your mind. If you miss passion, give yourself room to do all that your curiosity leads you to go… without judgement of how silly it seems. If you feel lack, then what thought furthers you away from what you want? When we let go of judgement, we allow that which needs to come forth to merge. At some point that judgement was programmed into ourselves by yourself truly. As the brain lets go of stress, do the emotions feel that way too? For the magnificence that wants to be borne through us, we need to make the room for this magnificence to shine through.
Life means less about “working” and more about undoing and letting what needs to come forth to seep its way through. Then to give it a brain and legs. Give yourself a hand to step into the light. Be so vigilant to not give up on yourself, your radiance will burn the wallpaper. It takes a strong will to look at the fear and wash it away.
Look at yourself and truly ask, what stops her from having what could be? Commit to yourself on offering that to her. The answers come from the void between the thoughts, not the person thinking, acting, and feeling. You with a capital Y exists between all that. Speak, feel, and act from this place inside you that feels so mysterious, and you will feel the answers on how you could create a life that waits for you all the time. What you want, wants you just as much.
What tales really go on in your psyche? Who takes ownership over your life? Which part feels strongest in you? Which feels the weakest? Where do you intend it to go? Are you coming from fear? What will put you back in the flow? What stories do you create everyday? The ones that feed into settling your fears? Or the ones that speak to your heart and put yourself out there and live?
Spirit speaks in whispers. They do not always shout, this is the obvious road. It simply says - this way but you have your choice to do so. It may not say that action, but it can sometimes say no. It will say, maybe something you want looks like this. And you need to go in deeper to figure that out.
Happiness appears not all “out there,” but comes as the manifestation of the soft small voice and energy that projects outward from within.